The grass that’s greener on the other side?? You don’t even give yourself an opportunity to THINK about it. You got to focus on whatever is that you want to happen, and don’t give any level of credence to the idea of it NOT happening, or to having to hit your Plan B. Put it all into your Plan A. If that’s really what you want to do, then you need to do everything that you can to make it happen. That has to be your complete focus. Only worry about that. Only think about that. Only consider that. If you have anything that you’re fully serious about, you got to put everything into seeing that vision come into fruition.